Okay...so today I have been thinking of both J and T. I don't know why. I really don't want them in a relationship again, just for a sort of reunion I guess.
I know it would be different than what I am thinking; well maybe not T, he knows what I mean.
With J it would be like this:
I see him some where and he asks me to go to this party with him. And I go and he's like slightly flirting and I am playing way hard to get. And we end up having passionate and lustful sex.
Well that would be great but I would have to book out of there really fast afterwards...because than he has control.
With T it would be like this:
We would see each other in a bar in A. And he would be all friendly and sexy like the bad boy he is. We would flirt and I would play the confident slut. We would get pretty liquored up and he would start touching me.
And using that italian mobster persona he would say, "Get this ladie another drink, will ya?!" and smile at me with his bedroom eyes. He would then tell me it was time to go and we'd go somewhere and .... and ya know I think I would be okay waking up with T and doing it all over again.
God I miss him.
It's almost too weird how I do not 'love' him but it's another type of very strong bond. Something like the bond between zigler and the dazzling diamond on moulin rouge; except he would be a hell of a lot hotter with that bad boy attitude.
I wonder what he's doing now.
Posted by mysticsexkitten
at 11:46 PM CDT
